So today I was texting my friend Jojo, he’s an amazing guy and a very proud gay one at that, and he was asking me about how life was going for me.

It was kind of funny that, even though I haven’t talked to this guy in so long, we were able to engross ourselves in our txt convo. 

We keep talking but then he asks about my boyfriend. 

this is awkward.

Being the un-awkward person I am I was praising the lord that it was a txt convo we were having and not a face-to-face one.

Things have been kinda rough with my boyfriend of 7 months. So i didn’t really want to talk about it but Jojo.. Jojo wasn’t going to let me slide away from this convo.

“Ya’ll fought didn’t you?”

I stare at my text and reply “No silly what makes you think that?”

“Well I get a feeling that something is off and Sunny, don’t bullshit me b/c anyone that knows you will agree that you will not bullshit things about your life nor will you lie.”

I am dumbfounded. Like seriously?! I kind of laughed

It was funny how a gay guy that I haven’t talked to in years can read me better then a “friend” that I’ve known since kindergarten and talk to almost everyday.

I’ll explain what I mean by “friend” when I get done trying to process exactly how I am going to put it in words >w<

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?

Moving into a small apartment in Georgia when I was around 3.

Why people can’t admit that they make mistakes.

when they get called out, they deny it. or try so desperately to defend themselves.

why?

Is it because they don’t want to look bad.

nobody wants to look bad, it’s just who we are.

but why?

I mean, we should all understand the concept that no one is perfect.

Everyone makes mistakes.

I won’t deny that I’ve done things that aren’t so smart, nice, reasonable but atleast I admit it and accept it for what it is.

I don’t waste words. So when I say something like “I’m sorry” or “I love you” or “I forgive you” I mean them from the bottom of my heart.

Why do people fake it. why would they no try and tell the truth while they are making time for you.

Why are they wasting their time lying when we all know that they are [it’s true, ppl just deny the possibility that the truth is out and try to cover their asses either; usually painting themselves as the victim when all their “reasonings” don’t add up]

I get it, we all do, life is a bitch but you could make it easier on the rest of us and make it seem like you’re not the bigger one.

Okay, so I had dyed my hair black from this 5 minute Korean dye (which by the way, works AMAZINGLY to the point where is just ORGASMIC !! SERIOUSLY IT JUST DOESNT GO AWAY !! XD) I’ll upload a picture of the box my hair has been pitch black for about 4 straight months without any touch ups :) 

but recently, I’ve been in the mood to redye my hair back to a auburn like brown since spring is, hopefully, just around the corner. I usually don’t buy the whole groundhog thing, yeah the thing is adorable beyond words but with all the wacky weather in US he could be mistaken >w< 

but I used my all time favorite brand, PALTY!!!

I used ganache tart from their new line of colors. I really liked how Caramel Brown colored my hair and decided to try another box. Unfortunately, it didn’t come up to my standards :/

It might be because my hair is black instead of a really dark brown but I should still be able to see some color change.(Maybe I need to sun bathe alittle … hmmmm) but I’ll upload pictures soon.

I’m also debating on dying my hair with 

KAO Liese Soft Bubble Hair Color >w<

im stuck on whether I should use : Chestnut brown, Glossy brown, or Cassis Berry —> I’m trying to get the color I had with Caramel Brown and I heard that KAO has improved their dyes >w<

Oh the joys of Ebay and how my hair loves being abused by me >w< 

I will also be getting some hair masks to baby my hair with soon too.

So this is my first text post.. >w<

I’m at a lost to how to do this whole blog thing since my friend said all I have to do it type about what’s going on in my life so guess I’ll give this a shot.

Hmmm, well I’m in Vegas right now with the family. First thing we did was go to the Rio Hotel and ate at the amazing seafood buffet!!! XD [SOOOO YUMMY!!]

Unfortunately my cell phone kinda died on me so I couldn’t take any pictures of the food DX

But having a sensitive tongue to quality food I ended up smelling every dish out there. [YES! you heard me, I smelt Every, Single, Dish] I know I’m weird but I like having good food if my someone, especially my dad, is paying $40 for my meal. >w<

The sashimi and oysters were really good today!! Usually the stock is good for a week or so, so if any of ya’ll are coming in Vegas or already in Vegas then go to the Rio and check out their Seafood Buffet. It’s totally worth the $40 dollars.

The dessert section kind of disappointed me today because usually you can smell most of ingredients, from the freshness of the raspberries of the tarts to the chocolate from the tiramisu. >w<

Well hope this is good enough so some of you readers/bloggers/followers?? ahahhaaha. I’ll try to post up food pictures. But I mostly take flower photos but I hope to expand my range of subjects soon since it’s good practice anyways :)